Artist: Heather Evans Smith

Project: Skipping Sundays

Description: In her continuing series “Skipping Sundays,” Heather Evans Smith explores her Methodist upbringing in a rural North Carolina town and how having a steadfast belief has remained just out of reach.

“I remember being at a church event with my cousins as a child. The preacher said to the congregation, ‘How many of you have been saved?’ Everyone promptly raised their hands. Not wanting to be the sole individual with their hand down, I slowly raised mine to join theirs. Why had this magical experience not happened to me? I desired to comprehend why faith held a deeper meaning for them beyond mere attendance at Sunday services, for that was the extent of its significance for me.”

Often, doubters choose to keep their thoughts hidden, especially in the South, when they lack unwavering faith. This decision can lead to a profound sense of isolation, especially when surrounded by individuals who are steadfast in their beliefs. These images delve into the memories of those bygone Sundays and the lifelong pursuit of finding answers. How is it that some can wholeheartedly embrace traditional faith while the rest of us are left questioning?